| stole this from yoomiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|11:46 pm] |
You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.
Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out. (:
FIRST NAME Lauren. Just Lauren. I used to go by Lau among my friends but I think its reverted back to Lauren.
AGE 22, though I often forget and still say 21. Though I still feel as immature and inexperianced in life as I did in HS. Growing up stinks lol
LOCATION San Diego, California in the U.S. of A[ssholes]. I loved Yoomins answer so much I'm keeping it xD
OCCUPATION Part-time deli clerk at Albertsons as I have been for 3 years. It sucks so bad but at least its a job. I just hate smelling like grease at the end of the day.
PARTNER Currently dating a sweet guy named Shayne. Hes shy sometimes but its really cute. Its nice to have an easy-going relationship.
KIDS Thank god no. I can only see kids as a burden so untill I can think otherwise I don't want em.
BROTHERS/SISTERS One little sister who i love a whole lot even though we don't see eye to eye on alot of things.
PETS 4 dogs and a trantula. No I have never held the tartantula, nor will I ever xD
THREE TO FIVE THINGS GOING ON IN MY LIFE - Adjusting to life back in my moms house after ending my 6 year relationship with Shaun. -Healing from the intensly painful break up of my one week (but incredably fast paced)relationship with Jason and finding peace in the fact that I do not regret anything from it. -Getting to know Shayne and he will never be able to fully know just how much hes played a part in my healing. It just so nice to have a normal relationship. -Really not much else. I should be looking for a better job/ going back to school but I can't bring myself to do it.
PARENTS Mom: Tries so hard to treat me like a renter than her daughter but its so obvious I'm still her baby xDD Dad: Still disappointed in me and everything I do but I think hes starting to show it less. I've grown pretty distant with him in the past few years, I feel very uncomfortable sitting alone wit him in the same room (same with my grandfather)cuz I feel like I'm just waiting for a lecture. but I'll still always love both my parents.
CLOSE FRIENDS The same ones I've had since HS. Some of them have changed so much and some have stayed exactly the same. |
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| Soooooo... |
[Oct. 16th, 2009|08:53 am] |
So it the past few weeks I've been sick, had my car broken into where they stole my old ipod and I had to pay $157 to replace the window cuz insurance wouldn't cover it. I broke up with my boyfriend thinking my dad would let me live with him but it turns out he wont so I have to move all my stuff to my moms by nov 1st. And since I can't get a transfer from work I'll be living in El Cajon but working in Escondido yay hour long commute! And what is it about dads that can make you feel like a complete failure in life. I get depressed whenever my dad lectures me cuz he always says things like I'll never make anything of myself and this is my last chance. I'm also typing this on about 4 hours of sleep because I had to deal with my ex threatening to kill himself. he hasn't mentioned anything like that in years but it all the sudden flaired up again and has me really freaked out, esspecially since i have to leave him alone all day while I'm at work where I have to hope my manager doesn't flip out that I ask for shifts that won't have me driving through rush hour traffic. |
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| Fuck you summer |
[Aug. 29th, 2009|04:02 pm] |
Its so hot in my apartment my computer will overheat and shut it's self off DDDDD: I currently have an icepack resting on my comp just to keep it running. I'm so ready for fall. |
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| MY PHONE IS NOT WORKING! |
[Jul. 5th, 2009|09:17 pm] |
And I don't know when I'll get it working or get a new phone.
If you need to contact me please do so through Myspace, E-mail, or Livejournal
thanks :] |
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| my tablet hates me |
[May. 4th, 2009|01:03 am] |
Ok so I think I've sepent the last 2 hours trying to draw a face, just a face o__o;; Problem being I'm using my tablet in Photoshop elements and I can't for the life of me make my brush stokes smooth, they look so scribbly/like I'm trying to draw whilst having a seizure D; I've tried messing with the brushes but its very limited and I can't find any tutorials that would help. Is it because I just have unsteady hands? The creativity bug has bit me hard and I have (what I think) is a really cool story, it just won't leave my head! I'm a horrible writer so I'm tryin to draw but thats not working either DDDDDDD: My butt hurts, my back hurts, my hand hurts bitch/moan/bitch/moan T____T |
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| WTF America |
[Apr. 30th, 2009|12:29 am] |
Really, WTF. If you don't know watch this. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1eiG5FCYJ8k yeah, apperently the Popyeyes restraunt running out of chicken is news worthy. Not only that but if I went to a restraunt and they were out of something I wanted I would GO THE FUCK SOMEWHERE ELSE. Not piss and moan because I'm a fat ass who can't get friend shit. I feel so bad for the franchise owner because now hes been humiliated and made to be the bad guy simply because of an ordering mistake. Maybe I'm passionate about this because day in and day out I see people like this at work.
WARNING: LENGTHY CUSTOMER RANT AHEAD.
I see so many people get so butt hurt because we're out of fried shit and yes it is shit because fried anything you get from a fast food place or grocery store is artery clogging shit that will kill you. I had one woman cry becasue we were out of chicken, she was saying that was what she was going to feed her family. now i suppose that would be sad...if she wasn't in a FUCKING GROCERY STORE, just look around you bitch I'm sure your family wont starve. Others think I have some personal vendetta against them, that I'm trying to sabotage their order by giving them peices of chicken that are somehow inferiour to other peices. its all the same shit, came out of the same fryer at the same time but of course they know better than I do and want me to let them inspect every thing I give them. One day they'll miss the poison. I had some guy today come up to me and say our deli sucks, to my face. I said "ok..." and he told me our deli isn't very gourmet. Needless to say I wanted to kick him off his very high horse, what was he expecting? Has he ever been to a grocery store or does he get his grocerys delivered by the very HAND OF GOD. Really now. |
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| nom nom nom |
[Apr. 27th, 2009|09:08 pm] |
Home made curry udon :3
 It has small peices of beef, chicken, mushrooms and bean sprouts in it. |
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| More cooking practice! |
[Mar. 25th, 2009|10:12 pm] |
Chicken and mushroom quesedillas!
 The chicken and mushrooms are flavored with soysauce, sriracha hot sauce and a little sesame oil. All in all pretty tasty even if the tortilla is a tiny bit burnt xD;; |
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| Oh goody. |
[Mar. 22nd, 2009|12:31 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | aggravated | ] | Sssssooooooooo... Shauns brother is coming down tomarow and guess who hes staying with. Yeah. us. This whale of a man (and I use to term "man" generously) will be coming over and possibly sleeping over in my small enough as it is studio. Did I mention I don't get along with this guy at all? Neither does Shaun. THE NEXT FEW DAYS WILL BE FUN!!!!!!111!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| I can acctually cook! |
[Mar. 14th, 2009|10:10 pm] |
Home made curry!
 And the rice isn't even crunchy or anything xD |
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| ATTN. FRIENDS WHO MIGHT BE IN SD FOR X-MAS!!111!!!11! |
[Dec. 7th, 2008|09:43 pm] |
I'm havinz an X-mas cooking party at my house in Escondido on the 30th. (Instead of gift giving cuz I know I'm not the only one whos poor this year)
What is a cooking party you might ask?? Well to all you newbies its ussually ends up being a bunch of friends who meet up at someones house relatively early in the morn. We ussually have recipies in mind (or on paper lol) and we go shopping to any grocery store or specialty store we might need to go to. We spend the whole day cooking and partying and at night we FEAST! Its great fun and I hope as many people who can will come.
Just let me know if you have questions, need direction/to carpool ect. |
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| let it burn |
[Sep. 25th, 2008|03:24 pm] |
Go rent What do do in Case of Fire. Its an awesome movie, in german but it has subtitles. Its from the 90s but still good. Watch it. Now. |
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| A few interesting things. |
[Sep. 13th, 2008|11:05 am] |
The past few days have been pretty uneventlful but some interesting things happened. Like, my Dad, sister and I going out to eat at Red Robin and being seated under a large Harry Potter poster, causeing many jokes from me and kell about how hard it is to eat with Snape glowering down at you. ... Its one of those things thats funny if you were there xD On a slightly more disturbing note I'm almost positive this much older man is flirting with me. He always calls me by name, expects me to know his and remember his ussual order, leans over the counter, stalls by asking random questions. I've asked co-workers and they've seen it too. This man is likely in his late 40s and considering I don't even look my age it makes it all the more creepy, besides the fact he ussually comes at night. Bleh. In other news I bought Final Fantasy 4 for the DS and its great! Best game for the DS hands down. The voices are really good and I haven't run into a borning part of the game yet. I also bought Order of the Pheonix wich is awful except its was fun playing "potions" with Kelli, though at one part you have to blow on your screen wich results in accidental spitting and much laughs. |
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| My muse is a bitch. |
[Sep. 8th, 2008|02:18 am] |
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| | Strange and Beautiful - Aqualung | ] | I thought I had given up on writing. Esspecially on writing fanfiction. I haven't writen ANYTHING in YEARS. Yet my brain had this funny idea it wanted to write, a Harry Potter fanfic no less. Its floating around in my mind and not leaving me alone, so I've started and I can't stop. ITS FUCKING 2:30AM! DDDDDDDD: But no, my creativity is beating me into submission. I've been writing for quite a while now and I've come to a stop. I'm not done, its just that I feel likee I'm sleeping with my eyes open. I think I'm going to have to put it off till morning. I feel like a crazy person. |
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| beep beep! |
[Aug. 27th, 2008|12:23 pm] |
So schools started and I only have 1 class xD I can't say I'm excited about medical assisting but my proffesor is a total nut. She says "beep beep" before saying anything that might be on a test. If I go farther with medical assisting I'd definatley want to go into a specialty because I could NEVER be a clinical MA, theres no way I could stick needles in people, no no no. ( That made me think of Amy Winehouse lol) Its sad but the thing I'm least looking forward to is "keeping a conservative apperance". When Shaun broke up with me the first thing I wanted to do was dye my hair and get my ears periced a few more times, maybe save up for a tattoo. I'm just grumpy, I really don't want to be an MA but I can't keep wasting money on classes and I have to pick a career sometime. |
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| xdgfdfghdrfawdedegfdrf |
[Aug. 21st, 2008|09:57 pm] |
Hahahahaha how sad I'm drinking by myself nasty left over kirin beer and I'm single again. Whateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeva its only a sahame one of the cutest guys i know moved bummer |
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| Icons :3 |
[Aug. 19th, 2008|01:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Glay - Verb | ] | I downloaded the trial version of Photoshop CS3 and made some icons. Behold my craptastic skillz xD [2] Fushigi Yuugi [1] Kyo [1] Gackt [2] Jae Joong [2] Takuro [1] Teru
( ICONZ ) |
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| Urrrg. |
[Aug. 14th, 2008|12:53 pm] |
College stresses me out. Well not college itself but more the fact that most of the people of my year are already almost done with college and I've just barely started. I don't even know what I'm doing. Taking one class at a time to see if its something I'm interested in...wtf I'm gonna be done with college when I'm 40. I wish I could go back in time to the beginning of High School and acctually give a shit so I could go to a nice college or at least have some idea of what I want to do. All I want to do in life is travel and be with friends. |
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| I might have to say goodbye to Sheba.... |
[Aug. 3rd, 2008|09:16 am] |
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Sheba had fleas. We've given her 4 baths in the last week and we've flea bombed the house but shes still scratching. Shaun calls me up this morning to tell me theres blood where Sheba had been siting on the bed. We have no money to take her to the vet. I don't know what to do, I don't want to take her back to the humane society but I don't know anyone who would take a fat, ill tempered, flea infested cat. Even if she is a mean cat sometimes shes been really affectionate lately and I just don't want to give her up. |
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| GRRRAAALLLLGGGAGCGHSCTZZZZZZZZ!!!! |
[Aug. 1st, 2008|11:39 pm] |
BUGS ARE INVADING MY LIFE!!!1!! First all the fleas in my apartment and now theres ants all over my bed at my Dads. EW! |
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